Songs. ;(

Currently stickin in two songs. They made my mood totally changed and shrunk! ;(
Idk what are these feels actually. I'll go crazy someday.



;'(

Monstrosity.

Met with two problems todae. Work and past. Work always do stressed me alot. I actually saw some nasty things from her. Hahs. She's quite farnee. But it's alright since she messed herself up! We just won't stop being like this. D; Maybe it's alright XD! It'll stop somedae, sometime? Next month gonna be my HELL. Mygod. I'm in shop alone! Everyone went for the IT Show. >.
What is these feels actually? It's actually for the first, or the second? I can't make up my mind. Good news, maybe i'm going back on august [=. Not next month T________T. Sorry for those who've been waiting me to go back all along. I'm deeply sorry. It's because of my work condition makes me hafto stay here. I'm desperate to! D; Felt unstable, unsecured.
Wished to be alone by myself. Still thanks for those who supported and helped me here alot [= Broes, families, friends, won't be excepting her! Every night she'll just pops in and accompany me. We chat alot recently, went *LOL*. Hahs! Won't be expecting anything from her, as long as she's happy! Yay. Gotta go now, Night peeps. \m/ ^^ \m/

fucked up.

so fucked up with myself. shiet. so tired T________T. not getting any sales or nething! zz's! far more worse compared to last time. sighs. but something's made me happy seeing it! hahs. guess what it is? my childhood pictures! hahahahha. im so CUTE weii! :D miss you pa and ma! miss u too my dear sis! <3 u guys. mwahhhhhhhs!

The wound.

The WOUND that hurted me previously, seemed HEALING itself now [=. I can feel something went out from myself! Sheesh! :D

i'm tired ]=

so this is my life.
so dead, so called life.
still the same thing. wake up, head to work, finish work, back home, sleep.
this is how i go through everyday. sighs. missed my parents so much.
its been 1 month since i came singapore. times flies.
anyway, i'm happy workin here. and been chattin with christy this few days [=.
we had LOL'ed everytime when we chat xD! Hahs.
u can go and view her blog and see what she wrote it inside :D. hahaha.
bet u guys'll LOL too! hahahaha.
about work, sales still not going up fast. sighs. hope that this month'll be better.
at least 3 perday! maybe going back next month, maybe not.
planned to go back with my sistahh and surprise my parents :D.
if workplace going good this month, then i'll go back next month.
wish me luck!
will be updating tomorrow. nites!

Happy mother's day :B

Mummy! I <3 U! Take care for i'm not there to take care u! ^^ Love u love u love u!!!!

This few days, and last week [=

Actually i learned many things here. Yeah, well. Learn to stand on myself, learn how to forget past, learn how to manage myself in work. Learn how to talk! Dont get wrong, learned how to talk, cuz of my work xD! Hahs. Going for a medical check up tomorrow, so im off! Hees. Friend said i'll get injected when i go for check up T__T! Scared scared! Going to bed, goodnight people! Start blogging back these few days! Byebye! :D