It's almost there. ((:

It's almost a month since she left.
What will she be like when she came back? :D
Yeh, been hanging around with jiayiing lately. She's cute! ((:
And she's sick too. Worry her siaa.
Been quite good in workplace recently, but still not so good.
Ughss! Btw, our company's opening a new shop in 2th floor.
So that'll be so cool yays! Hahahas.
Lazy to update so much, so i'll just upload some pics here.
Ehemm, excuse me. XD!

2.05a.m :)

she said she'll text me. till now i haven't received her text ;(.
missed her. maybe she's busy over there since she didnt go back for so long ;)
never mind, just one month. i'll wait! ^^ i've just came back.
tired =( going to sleep now. just finished bath. Nights! * yawns *

missHER.

didnt chatted these daes. what happened?
maybe i'm not anyone inside her.
that's not cool.
sheeeesh.
'll be updated till i haf my free time.
been kinda emo'ing this week. love it.

Songs. ;(

Currently stickin in two songs. They made my mood totally changed and shrunk! ;(
Idk what are these feels actually. I'll go crazy someday.



;'(

Monstrosity.

Met with two problems todae. Work and past. Work always do stressed me alot. I actually saw some nasty things from her. Hahs. She's quite farnee. But it's alright since she messed herself up! We just won't stop being like this. D; Maybe it's alright XD! It'll stop somedae, sometime? Next month gonna be my HELL. Mygod. I'm in shop alone! Everyone went for the IT Show. >.
What is these feels actually? It's actually for the first, or the second? I can't make up my mind. Good news, maybe i'm going back on august [=. Not next month T________T. Sorry for those who've been waiting me to go back all along. I'm deeply sorry. It's because of my work condition makes me hafto stay here. I'm desperate to! D; Felt unstable, unsecured.
Wished to be alone by myself. Still thanks for those who supported and helped me here alot [= Broes, families, friends, won't be excepting her! Every night she'll just pops in and accompany me. We chat alot recently, went *LOL*. Hahs! Won't be expecting anything from her, as long as she's happy! Yay. Gotta go now, Night peeps. \m/ ^^ \m/

fucked up.

so fucked up with myself. shiet. so tired T________T. not getting any sales or nething! zz's! far more worse compared to last time. sighs. but something's made me happy seeing it! hahs. guess what it is? my childhood pictures! hahahahha. im so CUTE weii! :D miss you pa and ma! miss u too my dear sis! <3 u guys. mwahhhhhhhs!

The wound.

The WOUND that hurted me previously, seemed HEALING itself now [=. I can feel something went out from myself! Sheesh! :D

i'm tired ]=

so this is my life.
so dead, so called life.
still the same thing. wake up, head to work, finish work, back home, sleep.
this is how i go through everyday. sighs. missed my parents so much.
its been 1 month since i came singapore. times flies.
anyway, i'm happy workin here. and been chattin with christy this few days [=.
we had LOL'ed everytime when we chat xD! Hahs.
u can go and view her blog and see what she wrote it inside :D. hahaha.
bet u guys'll LOL too! hahahaha.
about work, sales still not going up fast. sighs. hope that this month'll be better.
at least 3 perday! maybe going back next month, maybe not.
planned to go back with my sistahh and surprise my parents :D.
if workplace going good this month, then i'll go back next month.
wish me luck!
will be updating tomorrow. nites!

Happy mother's day :B

Mummy! I <3 U! Take care for i'm not there to take care u! ^^ Love u love u love u!!!!

This few days, and last week [=

Actually i learned many things here. Yeah, well. Learn to stand on myself, learn how to forget past, learn how to manage myself in work. Learn how to talk! Dont get wrong, learned how to talk, cuz of my work xD! Hahs. Going for a medical check up tomorrow, so im off! Hees. Friend said i'll get injected when i go for check up T__T! Scared scared! Going to bed, goodnight people! Start blogging back these few days! Byebye! :D

Tired'ness!

Just came home, still hanging around in workplace xD! Hahs. Work is getting better and more fun for me. But when it comes to the briefing and presentation part, i rather resign =.=! Lol. Hafto go early n work tomorrow. Hafto pack things and bring it to my shop. 5th floor's closing ]=. Sad. Hmm, still missing my parents and sis as usual [=! And that someone ^^.My friend told me today that i sleptwalk yesterday! MYGOD. I totally cant remember! He said that i woke up, looked at him, then walk towards the room door and unlock it-.- then sleep back. LOLS! Damn funny. I think it's because im tired. Yeah. I'll get to sleep more in my offday :D! Kay peoples, hafto bath now. Just came back! COOL XD! Hahss. Goodnights n have a nice day! Enjoy [=

Peeps! Here i come! * yawns *

Been quite hard a day today. Hafto get over 300GP for my shop today. T__T my in charge friend went 5th floor alone n i'm with 2 more collegues! Should say, bigger rank than me :D cuz i'm a so called " rookie "? Hahs. Suppose to be XD! Tomorrow maybe i'm the one going 5th floor! ]'= Hope there's someone to go with me. Just hope so lawls. Yeah, learned many things since i came singapore. Intend to stay here and work for a long period of time. Sometimes i intend to go back cuz of the stress that came from work, but sometimes work gaves me a kind of fun that i never tried before. Hahs. Idk how to describe that kind of feels, but. Everyone's the same. Maybe it's my first time going far away from home and work. Missed my families and buddies much. Not to forget my gal too! Brother's helped me much since i came here. Thanks alot to them. They lead me this way. And there's no way im gonna regret it. [= wish me luck yeps! Anyway, i still dont have enough sleep. Actually, i said to myself today that i'll straight back home after i finish my work. But i'm still staying over there and play with friends and brothers. xD. Maybe i'm used to it already. Maybe, maybe. Hahas. Coming again tomorrow. Maybe not. Going to bath. Weeeeeeeeeeee! Bye peeps! Have a nice day. Wish the best of the best for myself.

Recent life.=D

Yeah well, its my first time here. So i guess i wont be writing much. Its been a different life since i came singapore. Going pretty nice. But sometimes quite stress, because of my work ]= at least i have some friends here! Their giving me nice supports, advice. Thanks to whom helped me! Catched sick! Sucks. Since bitten by the fuckin hamster at my workplace, after get bit then tomorrow i'm fuckin sick'ening till now! My sick symptoms matched with H1N1's =.=! * TREMBLES * fuckin scared. Well, im going to consult doc tomorrow in the afternoon when i work. Friends of mine said i'll get an injection in a large percentage! MYGOD! What am i supposed to do ==! Fuckin hate getting inject! Never mind. At least it'll heal me, then everything should do :D! Missed malaysia so much.. Hope to go back soon, but not too soon! Maybe after 2 or 3 more months, after my work over here gets more stable. Hahs. Kay peeps, going to sleep now. When i'm free, i'll stop by and update this thing! Nights!!